curhatan lagi

oke postingan gue kali ini memang bertabrakan sekali dgn yg ada di bawah yg ditulis oleh saudari patty,(terimakasih skali patt,blog kita tdk jadi punah)
gue mau curhat dan lagi-lagi tentang cinta.
*membosankan*
jd, gue sbenernya sudah mencintai seseorg tp entah knp smua terlanjur susah utk dilanjutkan. gue gk bisa ngungkapin apa yg sbenernya msh gue rasain. tapi sjujurnya gue sedih dan gue memutuskan utk menyerah bgtu saja.
gue ragu krn dy bner-bner mau ngmong ato ngbrol sm gue hanya krn minta tugas sm gue.
mungkin prasaan gue ini gk akan dy balas lg,tp gue akan slalu ada di belakang dy kapanpun dy butuh.
akhir-akhir ini gue sering dengerin lagu bonjovi yg always.karena lyricnya gue bgt.
(oke,mungkin bagian "romeo" dan "he" nya bs diganti) ya kalian pahamlah.
inilah lyricnya,

"Always"

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always


itulah,menyedihkan bgd ya gue?
tapi terimakasih Tuhan telah memberikan waktu yg meskipun sdikit telah gue habiskan berdua bersama dia.

*ratna